Why? How? Could I have been any more stupid??? My ex planned a nice evening for me tomorrow night. He's coming over after work. We're having a mexican box for dinner. Burritos or something like that. We're watching DVD's, a really nice night after a crappy day.
So, what happens, my OTHER ..... ex??? Is that what you'd call him?? We never really dated, but he was my 'first'. We slept together for a long time. More then three years. He was married when it started, he divorced, he's married again now. He has a son. But something is still... there. I don't know what it is. The way we talk, keep in touch, the way he said last time that there were things he'd told me that he's told no one else. The way that he's not even told his WIFE what we did together. The way that he said if we had half an hour together, he'd tell me... what exactly???
So, any way, now it looks like HE'S coming over too!!! At the same FUCKING TIME. Both of them. In my house. I'm not game to ring Glen and tell him, I'm scared he may decide not to come over. I really don't want that to happen. I love him. I really want to see him. I can't loose time with him.
But will it be awkward?? ARGHHHHHHHH
I just ran 2 km. Stress relief, me thinks.
I'm eating okay. It's a start.
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