I woke up at 6.30am feeling like death on legs. I'd already thrown up at 2am, 4.20am and 5am, so by 6.30am, I was..... well, without swearing... rooted. So, I rang up work. I called in sick. A good thing, really, as the next time I woke up it was 10am. If I'd called in then, I would have been well and truly stuffed. It wouldn't have gone down well.
By 10am I felt a little better, but then I tried to eat a piece of toast and all hell broke loose inside my stomach...
So, I stuck to mostly liquids all day. I had some fruit tonight, so far it's sitting alright....
But I still can't help but feel guilty...
Like I shouldn't have done it. I'm taking a half day on Saturday, now this?????
I know it's not like I planned it, but.. oh well.
I've just been so tired lately. I've got this assignment to finish, questions to answer and Christmas getting SOOOOO close. One week tomorrow, for goodness sake!! I'm just so overwhelmed. I thought my upset stomach was from a piece of cake that may or may not have had orange juice in it. I'm allergic to orange juice, so I thought that it was in it and made me sick. But maybe it's just stress. It's happened before, I get so worked up over things and it just makes my stomach churn and hurt, maybe the holidays as well as my uni work and other work means that it's just sent my stomach over the edge.
I don't know. It could also be psychological. I hate my work so much that it's affecting my body. I don't know. I'm just so tired and hating my work so much.
If I thought for one minute I could live on unemployment, I'd do it in a heartbeat. But I can't.
Oh well. Back to work.
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