It just doesn't want to work properly. I have aches and pains in places I didn't think were possible. I get weird chest pains and although I doubt their heart related, I think there's a problem with my breathing.
I'm so tired all the time. I tried sleeping more, I tried sleeping less. Bottom line: I'M TIRED. No amount of sleep rests me.
My stomach is a constant mess of churning, bubbling and groaning. I know it's because I'm purging again. I know it's because the little food I eat is mixed with a combination of laxatives and fiber so it's always moving and mixing. I just hate it. I'm constantly uncomfortable.
In other news, my friend hasn't called AGAIN. After promising he'd call me, he hasn't. On Friday, he apologized and said he would, but he HASN'T. I know he was worried about me. Half way through the night, I got an intense headache that wouldn't go away. I know that the alcohol and little food didn't help, but it was really painful. I apparently went quite and distant, but all I really remember is the pain.
My ex came over twice on the weekend. I didn't think he would, but he did. Saturday was always going to be our day together, but I invited him last night on whim. I didn't think he would, but he did. It was lovely and wonderful. We are spending more and more time together. Now if only he'd miss out on this job and find one closer to home.
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