Monday, April 7, 2008

What the FUCK am I doing wrong????

Get experience, they say.

So I did. I'm the assistant manager of a service station. Admin experience to the max.

I'm doing my degree. Art's Management. That's what they told me to do.

So why am I missing out on jobs????? It looks like I didn't even get an interview for an arts admin job. I've got admin experience, I have a drama degree. What more could they want???

If I don't hear back from the second job, workshop coordinator, that's it for that one two. I have taught workshops before, and again, I have the admin and the arts experience. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG???

Am I now TO qualified. Are they afraid I'm going to get bored and LEAVE? Do they think I'm going to be after THEIR jobs??? I don't understand, I really don't. I'm under qualified, I'm too qualified. I just want I job that I'll like. That's all. I didn't think it was so hard. I want to know what I'm doing wrong. I want to know why I don't deserve to be happy.

I'm great at I job I HATE and I'm sick of it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Thanks for being so concerned about me. I just found your post on BDF and I'm surprised you were worried. :)